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2005-05-11 - 4:28 p.m. ahhh...done with school....FOREVER! it feels good. it felt good to get drunk last night and not feel super-shitty today - because i could sleep in. strangely enough, i am left with a feeling of emptiness. now what? i have been living and breathing culinary for 2 solid years...and now i am done. now what? i am excited to leave this place, but afraid i won't get the "perfect job" and the "perfect apartment" and maybe even the "perfect boy". what if i don't make any new friends? what if i turn into a cat lady? what if i end up managing Micky D's? i know i am just being stupid, but i can't shake the feeling. someone just tell me everything is going to be all right.
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